Untitled Just not to Drown in My Emotions..

Feeling Frustrated About Situation... just thinking with patcience.. and not to fall into complete insanity with a confusion.. that makes me Start to think things that i feel.. that i shouldn't.
there are so many things that make me want that thing but there even more things that makes me doubt. if im making the right choice... Doubts Get into me.. Hysteria makes me Lose my Senses.. to think what it's correct.. but some light told me what i have to do... and i know i have to do it.. but i dont really know.. if i want to.. Passing Through all of this just makes me wonder.. when will be the day
that i stop feeling this Endless Void inside of me and Will Start a New life without no Dissapointments About People..

I'm losing my Sense of Seeing Straight, it pisses me off.. i dont want to let out my real feelings this is wrong.. i dont want to show any of what im feeling..